Wanted You To Know By Rhonnie Besonday

Mommy, I had to talk to you, And tell you some things. I wanted to say I love you, And I have always understood. I know why you did what you did, And how much it has hurt you since. I watch as the tears slide down your cheeks, When you think no one is watching. I see as you sleep restlessly, Full of grief and guilt.

I watch my sister and brother, As they play with dolls and trains. And I know it pains your heart, That they will never play with me. I have listened to you pray, And heard the words you said. I listen when you sit down to play, It makes all the angels sing. I just wanted you to know I have always loved you, And I don't want you to be sad anymore.

Jesus is taking very good care of me, And I have a Great Grandmother too. We all go for walks, And jump in piles of leaves. We sit down by the rushing water, And tell wonderful stories of you. I will be here when your days are through, I am patiently waiting for you. I want you to be happy, And smile when you think of me.

I will always be your child, And forever be a part of you. The day will come when we will meet, I can't hardly wait to see the look on your face. When I come bounding through the gates, And jump in your arms. I will cover your face with kisses, And hold your cheeks in my palms. I will touch your hair, And hope you will feel mine.

I will listen to your heart beat, Because it will have been a long time. Then you and I can spend forever, Talking about all things. I will introduce you to Jesus, And show you where Grandma lives. But for now, Mommy, please, Do not weep for me anymore. I want to hear your laughter again, And see a smile touch your face.

Take care of my sister and brother, And let them take care of you. I don't know when we will talk again, But I will always be with you. I will be watching for you, When your time has come. But until then live life grandly, No enjoyment left undone. I have to go now, I only had a short while, I just wanted to tell you today how much I love you.

© 2004 Rhonnie Besonday

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