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Last Updated: 13/06/2010 17:42:04
Larkin 25 - I Came Back to You in September
By Ray Moody
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I came back to you in September
you were quiet then
still
like you used to be
when men were men
and I was just a child
When the smell of the fish docks
mingled well with the stench of the slaughter from the cattle market
and an early morning crescendo of hooters
meant work
And you had to go
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When your father
and my father
crowded down on the docks
hoping to catch the foreman's looks
and from where so many fathers
were turned away
broken
yet unbitter men
Returning home like so often you did
to pray and dream of better days than these
and you hoped that things would change
but for you
you knew
that they never would.
And then the war came
and I was sent away to fight for my country
this country
the one which had kept us all alive on a few pence a week
and I left behind the smell of the fish docks
the reek of the slaughter
to earn my place in that world
And one day I returned
fell in love and made love
amongst the ruined ashes of what once was
of what could never be again
I lay planning out my life while the bombs fell
And I sat amidst the solitude of that old terraced house
frightened to death by that silence
that stillness
as ceaseless clocks
ticked slowly away
an era
an end
and I looked at your face
and tried so hard not to see my own
And I returned to that war
that cruel bloody war
fighting one inside me far greater than that one could ever have been
but that war ends
and I returned to that war
your bloody war
the one you pretended you never saw
And the world returned to the smell of the fish docks
the reek of the slaughter
to that broken down world
full of broken down lives
grey faced men
greeting
faceless, shapeless wives
And long before faces could ever begin to smile
you died
quietly giving up on your life
like you did so many years before
and I died
as they laid you in an already forgotten part of that world
and I could linger there no longer
and left behind the smell of the fish docks
the reek of that slaughter
And I came back to you in September
back to stare at a world which once was
and yet could never be again
Only a few old buildings remained
standing empty and silent
like when the bombs came
and I looked into that face
and tried so desperately not to see my own
And I stood aloof to a world which could no longer reach me
yet still I trembled
lest some derelict echo from the past drew me back into that world
that old cruel world
where all men ever wanted to be was men
And yet how I loved you in September
as time once more stood still
and oh
how I loved that stillness
as I returned to where childish laughter once filled empty spaces
places where I had so long ago ceased to dream
Amidst the dark dancing shadows
where love becomes so physical
that the poet's dreams are so finally shattered
And on the cracked broken pavements where the bombs fell
where you fell
where we all fell
so many years before
And silent leaves fall on your grave
on my grave
like falling tears
my tears
for so many wasted years
I came back to your in September
you were quiet then
still
like you used to be
when men were men and I was just a child.
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Copyright © Ray Moody 2010
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