Story By Mike Watts

Cancer had been chewing at her For a couple of years before she Finally succumbed to it She was 40 and had Two grown-up kids I received the news by text Whilst I was in bed This made sleep pretty elusive But when I eventually found it I drifted into a series of powerful dreams All relating to her death I can't remember them all But I do know that I sobbed In most of them All of this has dominated my day And even now as my thoughts tumble out I am troubled by a great emptiness That confuses me because We were never really friends as such But I've known her Since she was a little girl And though I haven't seen her in years I've followed her story Always asking, always hoping You see it terrifies me Even the word freezes me And if I had the power to conquer Just one thing ... Well it's all over for her now But as the physical dies The emotional intensifies And what her family must be Going through. I guess you probably knew where this Was going from the very first word In fact it's been rotten all the way through And I feel more than lousy for sharing it But I suppose everyone's got a sad story To tell And this is mine

Copyright Mike Watts 2009

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