Synaptic Snap By Joe Hakim

I'm in the market and I pass a stall, I see a big silver fish and I stop and look down into its dead eye, and for some reason I think of you. I push a vacuum cleaner around my room, and after ten minutes I realise it's broken and it isn't picking up anything up off the floor, and for some reason I think of you.

I'm in the garden and I look down and I notice a money spider crawling across my knee, I think about brushing it off but I don't, and for some reason I think of you. I'm walking across the road, and a man in a green Peugeot 206 is picking his nose and it makes me feel sick, and for some reason I think of you.

I can't find one of my CDs, so I rake through them all but I still can't find it - then I can't be bothered to put the discs back into their cases, and for some reason I think of you. I'm down to my last pill and I've forgotten to renew my prescription. I put it in my mouth, swallow it, and it sticks in my throat, and for some reason I think of you.

The ink smudges as my knuckle drags across the page, I stop writing and look at my fingers, my black fingers, and for some reason I think of you. Her eyelids flutter as she comes, she digs her nails into my arm, whispers something in my ear and I feel her breath on my neck as her body judders beneath me, and for some reason I'm not thinking about you anymore.

Copyright © Joe Hakim 2007

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