The Way You Love Me By Bronwyn Ellis

We kissed for hours One thing led to another And as I let my breath recover You held me tight as if to say Thank you Not I love you ...Just Thank you I pressed my lips against your head And wished you'd said I'm yours instead But now this bed Feels emptier As if we both were never there I faked a laugh I faked a smile Like I fake all things worth my while But was it worth my deceptive cries? Are we loving by lies? As I laid in your cold embrace And traced a line around your face My eyes burned fierce with tears When I turned and whispered Do you ever feel things are too perfect? Moments just too good to last? And then you up and left And I watched the closest thing I've known to happiness Disappear If I was half the girl I made out There'd be no doubt Those locks would fasten Faster than your trousers fell But as it is I'll settle for less And remain in this mess With nothing to tell My door will reopen For another round Of sound brutality And there I will be Silently hating The way you love me.

Copyright ©2009  Bronwyn Ellis

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