Equus Mal-Amour (1/3) By Frankie Lassut

(1/3), (2/3), (3/3),

Every time Roger fell out with Trudy, he took it out on Selina. Saturday nights were the worst. Roger and Trudy would go out pubbing, Selina would of course stay at home, dreading the unhappy couple returning at 12.30 - 1am. It was always the same. Selina would hear them coming up the lane. "Don't you fuckin deny it! I saw the way you looked at her!"

"Oh, stop being so fucking stupid! You're paranoid! Stupid bitch!" "Yes I am paranoid! This has happened to me before I met you!" "Fuck me Trudy. If I shag her or even worse kiss her, hang me, but I'm innocent. She's nothing to me! I love YOU!" Selina meanwhile listened in stress and fear, it would be her turn soon. The argument went into the house, and Selina heard a few plates smash. She wasn't sure if it ever got to fists. But, if it ever did, Trudy was a big girl and would surely give Roger a good kicking. Then, Selina's fears were realised. The voices got louder, and Roger shouted "Fuck you! I'm going for some fresh air!"

"Yeah! Take your bottle of whisky with you, you cunt! You're on the settee!" "Ah fuck you! You stupid jealous cow!" Slam! Selina shook with fear in her stable. She did that nervous horse grunt thing, and watched the door on the next stable, which was conveniently empty. In fact, she was the only horse in the six horse stable. How 'unfortunate' for her. She heard Roger's footsteps get closer, and then saw his shadow in the moonlight which lit the 2 inch space at the bottom of the door.

He entered the building and clicked on the bulb above her 'space'. He smiled a beer and vodka smile at her. She grunted, and shuffled. Things had been different a while back. He had been a successful, self employed graphic designer, married to a lovely woman, Julianne, and had, with her, a beautiful little year old girl, Nancy. She was five at the time of the 'incident'. Julianne and Roger got on most of the time, as long as he didn't even look in the direction of another woman; him 'business lunching' with them was a real problem for her, especially when she wasn't invited.

However, Roger believed in trust, and he never did anything untoward. Julianne though, had a vivid imagination, and this caused jealousy arguments. Hell, after Julianne had 'moved on' with Jim, a steady office type, he, after a few months, picked another woman, Trudy, with the same 'insecure' character flow ... and now he was suffering again. One of the other contributory factors that led to the split with Julianne (as if he had needed any), was Julianne's allergy and phobic fear of horses.

Roger had bought Nancy (after some Nancypersuasion) what he considered to be a beautiful, brown, gentle mare; Selina. Selina was beautiful and gentle, but this didn't do anything to alter the hatred Julianne had for her: she hated being scared, and harmed with an allergy ... which 'could' kill her, and she didn't like horses anyway. One day, Roger put Nancy on Selina. Selina was cool with this, and she, with Roger leading her, walked gently to the sheer delight of the child. Selina loved Nancy. She actually loved kids in general. Roger had even talked of bringing disabled kids to ride her at the weekends; now that, Selina really looked forward to; it was her dream.

It was an angry wasp that ruined everything. Quite why it was angry would have been anyone's guess (and wasps don't need much to piss them off) , but no one saw it anyway. Certainly not Julianne, as she was worriedly watching her daughter from a distance. The wasp stung Selina's soft upper lip, and she uncharacteristically went wild for a minute or so, throwing Nancy in the process, breaking the child's back, nearly killing her, and leaving her in traction for some months.

Julianne, seeing this coming, left Roger; who wouldn't get rid of the horse, saying it was uncharacteristic and was a wasp. Julianne would hear nothing of it, and of course took Nancy away. Roger's life went speedily downhill; although he did manage to keep his business ... 'necessity'. He, in the end of course blamed Selina for taking his lie away, and, his rotten relationship with Trudy certainly didn't help matters. Selina, two years later, was now a tattered and depressed, abused horse, heading quickly towards skeletal, never groomed, and certainly never exercised. He leaned on the wooden barrier, and yelled:

"Fuck my life up would you, you brown maned cunt bitch!" "Hurt my daughter would you, you fucking useless nag!" "I should have you turned to glue and dog meat you four legged fucked up shit heap!" Did she understand? Absolutely! And here, I spare you, the reader (especially you females), the torture with the horsewhip, and the penknife on the end of a brush stick; which in fact re-opened some week old wounds... When he had finished, she was on her knees in a faint, making a horrible whimpering noises, not normally heard from horses.

Before he left for the house, and hopefully a fucked up shag; he gave her some feed and a bucket of water. After all, he needed to keep his punchbag alive to satisfy his cruel streak... He got a shag by the way, a load emptier.

Continued ...(2/3)

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